OHH KAKAKKU TERSAYANGG!
ADQMU DI SINI!

finallyy, aft trying a few passwords i finally got access to your blogg. YAY ME!
next time, dont anyhow post posts in my blogg kk?
coz it's a public thingggyyy!

let's promote a bit!

AISYAH BLOGG!

ohh and nvr frget to relink me k sayaaaangg!

k byeeeeeeeeeeee!

-syarifahsyazanatulaisyahh.

just so you know.
i need you now baddly like drugg,
for i cannot live in a world without you.

why does it have to hurt so badddd?

i didnt come to school today.
i kindda hurt my backk,kindda baddly.
so plus another day of rest. (:

i went to Sentosa with my family yesterday. (:
the Sentosa flowers thingyy.
haha.
its niceeeeeeeeeee!
took loads of pictures.
mostly flowers,duhh (:
but i cant find roses anywhere.
haha.

a n w.
dad sent me to th doctor just now(:
and time alone with him, its nice.
kindda reminds me of him.
and i wish i could turn back time.

im done reading New Moon in 4 days! (:
haha, and i need Eclipse baddly now.
i d k but new moon or maybe th twilight saga,
reminds me of him.
and some part i can relate to.
where Bella feels like theres a hole in her heart when Edward left her.
and whenever people talk about them, The Cullens and/or Edward.
its like this hole,throb more or something.
and she will just fold hre arms because it hurts so much to even think about it.
a little bit of whats been happening lately.

and theres this chapter that made me cryyy.
like really cryy macam bby(:
its saddddd.
im so gonna get my hands on Eclipse soooon!
i want i want

still, Edward Cullen totally reminds me of him.
like this 'Edward Cullen' does exist in my life.
well,for a period of time,i guess.
its over now, so now i cant help but wish to have Edward Cullen. ;D
he's like every girl's dreeeeeam.

it just hurts to think of it somethimes.
well,most of the time it does.

and i'm starting to wonder when you say you will wipe away my tears
when i cry.
do you really mean it?


Sometimes I try to hide
What I feel inside
And I turn around
You're with him now
I just can't figure it out

Tell me why
You're so hard to forget
Don't remind me
I'm not over it
Tell me why
I can't seem to face the truth
I'm just a little too not over you

Memories suppose to fade
What's wrong with my heart
Shake it off let it go
Didn't think it would be this hard
Should be strong, moving on
But I see you

a little too not over you, david archuleta

did i tell you today is one of the BESTEST day of my life.
apart from getting caught for my hair in th morning and th Social Studies Test
th rest went by perfectly.
just.
perfect.
perfect is th word, indeed.

after school was th best.
after HML lessons, walked with Nadhirah and Azlin.
heading th 500 plus direction. (:
it was nice to walk and just joke ard.
it was really nice.
its like finally we at least got a moment or two
together.
and i love every single moment of it.

azlin left us.
leaving me and Nadhirah.
ini BEST.
haha.
we walk to the 98 bus stop near 501 there.
sat there.
and we just talk.
a heart to heart talk.
we shared alot.
like really really alot.
is there such a word?
haha.
but seriously.
its been forever since we last talk.
just the two of us.
we shared and shared and shared whatever we have on our mind.
and until the end of the whole girl talk.
its feels like the whole weight on my shoulders are gone.
and i bet same goes to iRah. (:

there was tears,loads of them.
there was holding back of tears.
there was confession.
there was secrets.
there was laughter.
there was advices.
it was really heart-to-heart.

it is great to know,you have someone that really care and always there
whenever you need them.

i miss doing all this to my girlfriends.
especially sofia aini.
its been a while since we last hung out after school, y'know. (:
i miss those times.

and my other girls.
only god knows how much i really miss spending time with all of you.
nadhirah azlin nadhilah amirah.
we will last until eternity.

so nadhirah.
thnks alot for today.
i love being around you and just talk.
and we will stick around like glue until forever.

i LOVE you girls.
because you girls are part of my world.(:
thnks for always being there for me.


"Love is like war,
Easy to begin but hard to end."
-Anonymous

"its easy to let go but hard to forget all the bittersweet memories.
i do miss your presence at times."

You have a way of coming easily to me
And when you take, you take the very best of me

You put up walls and paint them all a shade of gray
And I stood there loving you and wished them all away
And you come away with a great little story
Of a mess of a dreamer with the nerve to adore you

You never did give a damn thing honey but I cried, cried for you
And I know you wouldn't have told nobody if I died, died for you

cold as you, taylor swift.

i have an EYE CATASTROPHE!
aiya.
troublesome la.
it hurts alot.
and everytime i blinkblink, got tears run down.
and now its red.
s now i have a red-eye which looks so small, like snake.
and my other eye is very big like gold fishh.
haha, dont euu find it irritating?
i do.

and now, at 11:35 pm.
i still cannot sleep.
because my eyes hurt so much theat i want to digdigdig all out.
i need eye drops now!
like so badddly.

okehh it hurts.
so so so much.
and i cant sleep,until it feels better, i guess.
maybe after this i try turning in.
MAYBE.
just maybe.

hey,who would expect.
at times like this.
im coping quite well with school.
apart form my first CHem test which i screw badddly that i want to cryy.
i DID study.
but i still screw it.
i cant do this again!
ughhh.
majors.majors.

im saying this to everyone y'know.
"im getting a new boyfriend soon.
if badd treatment, relationship failure"

haha, most get what i mean.
get it?
its just that i have to prepare myself well for majors.
or i will do baddly. (:

you know what.
im moving on quite well.
i cry lesser everynight for you.
i yearn lesser for your presence every passing day.
i wish lesser one day euu would sms me good morning.
i want lesser to talk to you everynight.
i fantasise lesser that one day you would come back to me.
its like losing hope,but im not.
there is still this big flame turn small burning.

but hey,im yr teman.
i'll always be with you through thick or thin.
and i know euu will.
im always there.
because im yr teman. (:

sometimes, its better to leave something broken.
because if you try to fix it, you may end up getting hurt
all over again.

i say,agreed.

i found this like ages agoooo!
yes like so manymany donkey years ago (:


sometimes i think you have this SIGN hanging on your neck saying
"Hurt me, i know you can."

Tee,you seriously NEED to stop saying things like that.
it kindda make me feel pathetic macam puppy.
anw.
i have wonderful friends.
they wont hurt me,im sure.
so smile for me,please.

did i tell you i have the most EXTRAORDINARY collection of bestest girlfriends? (:
no?
haha.
those who made my day.
those who make me laugh.
always there when im down.
with me through it all.
stick with me through thick or thin.
who accept me for who i am.
tries the hardest to make me smile.
pull me up when i fall.
listen to me,my nonsense and all.
keep little secrets.
supports me,whenever whatever.
gives hugs and kisses.
made me strong.
just talk.
just what girls do.
they're just there.
like they were sent from heaven.
perfect.

my little girlfriends,i love you girls (:
sofia aini amirah nadhirah nadhilah azlin fazleen amani

and those people who made their way into my life.
and make things happen.
i love you people too. (:

ehh wait,why am i blabbering this?
haha.
i might be too busy to write this on a piece of paper and give it to all.
its just the time to appreciate those people who make me enjoy my life much more
each passing day.
especially in times like this.

this IS stress, say hello.
and
this IS pressure, say hello.

i cant believe majors areeee hereeeeeee,
well i meant this year.
and coming like super very soon.
i got my F&N coursework alreadyyy.
haha,i im just getting started.
JUST tauu. (:

i want to shred my heart to pieces.
i want to burn all the memories we spend.
i want to tear every single thing that reminds me of you.
i dont want to learn how to love again.
i dont want to know what love is,
i dont want to live in yesterday.
i dont want to be reminded of our story.
because i can hardly move on.

I could stay awake just to hear you breathing
Watch you smile while you are sleeping
While you're far away and dreaming
I could spend my life in this sweet surrender
I could stay lost in this moment forever
Well, every moment spent with you
Is a moment I treasure


I don't wanna close my eyes
I don't wanna fall asleep
'Cause I'd miss you, baby
And I don't wanna miss a thing
'Cause even when I dream of you
The sweetest dream would never do
I'd still miss you, baby
And I don't wanna miss a thing

Lying close to you
Feeling your heart beating
And I'm wondering what you're dreaming
Wondering if it's me you're seeing
Then I kiss your eyes and thank God we're together
And I just wanna stay with you
In this moment forever, forever and ever

-i dont want to miss a thing,aerosmith

and yesterday.
i had a great time with FAZLEEN.
we talk nonsense. heart to heart and many more la to be mentioned.
haha, seriously.
SHE ROCK MACAM BATU k? (:
and super sweet.

me,"now we need a shooting star"
fazleen, "who needs a shooting star when i have you."

HANNA SAYANG FAZLEEN!

we have one wish deep deep inside us.
and its th same thing.
only a little different.
and i do wish it could come true for us.

and one time.
i was talking to my old time buddy.
and she went, "i would kill to have th happiness you once owned,i swear"

if only in life, there is something called, rewinddddd.
whereby euu get to be in th moments you never want to end.
i have tons of them.
too much i couldnt really recall.
but time passes.
and i have to move on kan?

anw.
changed blogskin! (:
i d k about this one.
because first time try kate kan.
so macam buruuuk la.
i kindda find navis are funnn.
but i dont really now how to use them.
haha, funny ke stupid tuu ?

i dont really have th mood to blog so much nowadays.
things appen so fast.
and at times i cant really catch up.
and all i know, yesterday is history.
move on.
move along.

oh.
i had a great time with amirah today.
did i tell you how much i sayang her?
haha.
while waiting for maths remedial to start.
which we dont know if there is any.
and we arent sure where. =.=
we sat and just talk.
TALk,y'know just taalk.
laugh about things.
share what we detest most.
and things like that.
we bid goodbye later on.
and i spend th rest of my day alone.
for a little while.
why do all good things come to an end?

im addicted to those old timed songs.
im stuck to I dont want to miss a thing.
and also Thinking of you by Katy Perry. (:
haha.
reflects my life.
like so so muchh.

i wish this love story would never end.
move on,hanna.

firstlyy.

HAPPY FREAKING FOURTEEN, SYARIFAH SYAZANATUL AISYAH!
also known as tonyo according to hanna k? everyone,call her tonyo.

see,im a sweet sister kan?
took all th trouble to do this and blog for her during her birthday!

haha, enjoy every moment of being fourteen while it lasts!
and i really mean it! (:

secondlyy.

GOOD LUCK FR 'O' LEVELS MALAY RESULTS TO HANNA!
andd all those receiving their O level results tmr.
especially muhammad shafiq anak rusli!

im not really looking forward to tomorrow.
and th whole week actually.
which includes saturday.
but i want to get saturday over and DONE withh.
ugh!
then im so gonna be free from all th pressure.
seriously,
i have NEVER EVER FOREVER NEVER FOR NEVER NEVER
been this pressurized until i can fall sick.
seriously speaking la.
after this,no more involvement in whatever that give euu pressure hanna!
your O levels is on th way!
CONCENTRATE!
as mr Shawal says, DONT BEFRIEND DISTRACTIONS! ;D
yay!
i love mr shawal.
enough la hanna. (:

i seriously got so many things to do this few days.
and im so pressurized.
someone help hanna,please?
i really need a hug to assure that everything will be okehh.
i really do need it. D:

no worries,after saturday.
im gonna be free!
and im gonna be th happy go lucky hanna once again
im so looking forward to that day to come!
come faster! :D

haha,i think my blog needs a changee of skin like baddddly.
will try something new! (:

byeee!